Today, I spent my day at home. Couldn't find anyone to hang out with. How I wish I had a family to do that with. My heart aches.
Everyone is busy with their lives. I don't want to intrude. If they want to include me, that would be great, if not. I won't force myself in. Somehow, it does reflect on me, why I'm not really a part of most people's lives. Or maybe, its just my perception as well as confirmation bias working on my negative brain activity. Or, it could mean that I'm really an 'ass', and a bad guy to be friends with. If I'm the problem. Then I gotta either fix myself, or remove myself.
I look forward to the day, that, that someone, decides to spend her life with me. :)
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